Back to work, back to work

Well, I survived my first week at work and Keegan’s first week at school. That sounds good to say! 

Keegan's first day of school.

While my week was very up and down emotionally, the anxiety of going back to work was probably worse than actually going back to work. It’s both good and terrible at the same time. I’ll break it down for you:

Going back to work is good (in no particular order) because:

• I can take my time to eat lunch
• I haven’t changed a poopy diaper in a week
• Keegan is exhausted when he gets home and sleeps like a champ
• I get to have adult conversations
• We have less trash at home
• Keegan will learn all sorts of things at school (he’s already more vocal – in a good way)

Going back to work is terrible (in no particular order) because:

• My nipples are SO sore from pumping
• I’m sad I don’t get to see my baby throughout the day
• I worry that Keegan will be gassy and fussy and uncomfortable, and I can’t take care of him
• I’m concerned about my milk supply
• There are a billion things to juggle and fit in
• I have at least 3 bags to pack every day
• We wash bottles every single night

The best part of my day is picking up my sweet boy and seeing him smile. He’s getting more acclimated to school and its noises, bright lights and teachers each day, which makes for a happier mommy. 

I know it will take a while to adjust, but we’re on our way – whether I like it or not.